Monday, March 29, 2010 ❣

It rocks to be me :)

I feel like slaughtering someone. I feel like killing someone. I feel like crying out loud and slapping someone in the face non stop. I... cannot feel my heart anymore. Its like he just took my heart and ripped it apart. I can't seem to get you out of my head. Feels like my head is about to explode. I wish you and I have never met. I wish this feeling i have towards you would fade away NOW! I wish i didn't have to see you everyday. I wish your class wasn't above mine. I wish i could just disappear from this world. I WISH JANUARY 6 2010 NEVER EXISTED!

Daniel, Melissa, Eugene, Jia, Teng & Enyi.
I want you to make me laugh till i cry tomorrow.

Friday, March 26, 2010 ❣

I need you wongchunyee!

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. Sometimes, for no reason, i just want to breakdown and cry or maybe just scream into my pillow as loud as possible. Everyday going to school with a fake smile. God! Its just so difficult. Well, the good thing is i don't have to explain to people why i'm sad. Can reserve my energy for other important things. But today was exceptional. Maybe because Daniel didn't come to school, and he wasn't there to make me laugh. Well, not to say i didn't laugh. I just didn't laugh as much as before. School ended very slow. I tried to smile, but really tak boleh tahan. So to not let anyone see my face, I lied on the table for the last 2 periods in class with hand covering my face. As usual, I sat at the corner alone. Eugene kept asking me why was i so moody. Every time he asked, i just shook my head. Sigh. When school ended, i was sweating like some pig and I wanted to get out of school as fast as possible. Cause i didn't want to bump into him. Seeing him only makes me more unhappy. At home, I spend almost half my day pacing the floor wondering why he apologized to me last night. After wondering for sometime, my head actually went to the other side. Got me wondering, how did i ever fell for him in the first place? What is it about him that attracts me so much? In the evening, he looked for me on facebook. Hah, after four days, finally. Took him long enough. Well, we didn't actually chat. Only one sentence from each of us. Then the end. Sigh. Its been three months, and i think this is really going no where. So, this feeling i have towards him should stop before it gets worst. If i continue like this, it'll be harder for me to let go. I really don't want to go through the same thing again. Because of that someone, it took me almost more than 1 year to get my heart mend together and i'm not going to get it broken again. I'm not gonna be that stupid girl that gets her heart broken more than twice :D I'm going to stop now.

DANIEL WONG CHUN YEE WHERE ARE YOU? You chose the wrong day to not come to school. Are you sick or not feeling well? Or just plain lazy? Ohh, or you went for Qing Ming? Speaking of which. I want to go back to Johor now for Qing Ming. But I don't know whether my parents wants to or not. I'm going out to watch movie with Jiayan tomorrow. I need to get my mind off somethings.

Monday, March 22, 2010 ❣

Class photos!

RETARDED BLOG! I'M MAD AT YOU NOW! :|
I'm actually very happy today. Despite the fact that my blog hates me & that today i found out one of those problematic teachers is totally against me. And i have no idea what or why. Nyehhh, don't really care now. Just let me continue being happy :D

► I got an A for my Chemistry test. *jumps up and down* Yess, i'm very happy.
► Have no idea why i'm so high today O.o
► Super Junior concert talks with Yuan Xin. hahaaa, spazz spazz spazz :P
► No teachers actually entered class today :)
► I feel very tired & dizzy in class today :) This is gooooood.
► We took our fugly class photos today. And i not only took photos with 4Jati, but also with 4Kempas. Bwahahaa. Yesss, and i'm happy about that too. I hope i won't be as disappointed as last year. Stupid ugly retarded form 3 class photo -_______- Feel like throwing up when i think about you.
► Today was very HOT! Not really very happy about that but who cares :D
► I took a 3 hour nap when i reached home :) COMFORTABLY! Fugging slept like a pig :]
► My 8pm Mod Maths & Add Maths tuition ended quite fast & i actually liked today's class.
► Mom bought me that cow noodles i like a lot for supper :) Yummmm. Idk what's it called. 

Still thinking of what makes me so high today. Mhmmm. 
Till then, BYE!
Signing out.

Sunday, March 21, 2010 ❣

To Genting again with big family!

Hello beautiful readers :D
I won't elaborate much. Well, cause i'm lazy. So, will just upload the pictures & maybe add some captions. The casino freaks brought us to Genting again. haha. Well, lets say Genting is almost like my second home. Parents use to bring us there every weekend since we were young.

18MARCH2010
We usually stay at Highland Hotel. But since its fully booked, we have no choice but to stay in First World. Umm. after so many years, this is my first time staying at First world resort. hahaa. Surprisingly, the room's quite big.








Waited for 3 hours :O She got bored and took her laptop out. haha



awwwww 

they say i looked like an air stewardess 


Look at him -.- Tsk tsk. haha


Starbucks from 10pm till midnight. Had a very long chat with them :D


19MARCH2010
Outdoor Theme Park from 10am till 6pm. Hahaha! You can imagine how tired we were. Walking half way suddenly someone's leg cramp. haha. Reach home at 8pm.


Corkscrew over and over again for 3 times. hahaha



We bumped into Wearnie, chialoon and those people at the theme park too.

The boating thing.





The end. 


Aisshh, school on monday. Someone kill me please. Stupid perhimpunan in the morning. And we might be getting our exam results. Sighh. Fugging nervous. So, I have to be happy now. Its Sunday & I'm at jowie's place. Going for a jog later. Really have gain some weight already. Pfftt. WHY DOES FACEBOOK HATE ME! THE PICTURES TAKE LIKE FOREVER TO UPLOAD! -____-

Signing out
xo's

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ❣

Suway Lagoon


Oh my god. My last post was post #100 and i didn't even notice D: Gahh. Nevermind. After so long, finally post #101! Lai celebrate with me my awesome readers :D

People > Jiayan, Carrie, Jasmine, Sinwei, Jiahui, Romex, Shunkin, Shunken, Yewkhang, Ahling, Ahpuah, Saylee & Carmen? Ahh, and that form 5 gang :X

16MARCH2010
Woke up very early. Seeteng & Carrie reached my place around 8am. Picked up Jiayan on the way and dad fetch us to IOI Mall. Took a taxi to Sunway. Waited for a while and suddenly a whole bunch of them came. heeh. Bought those ugly watch thingy. We bought the all 5 parks package for RM30. Cheap ehh? *skip skip skip*  

Entered Lagoon around 11am. Play play play. Wet and then dry again. Keep bumping into Chun Hou and the gang. Haha. Extreme Park was okay. The Scream Park was AWESOME! Jiayan & Seeteng screamed from the beginning till the end. haha! I just held on to Shunkin very tightly. We exited lagoon at 6pm. Went to Pyramid and had our dinner @ Fullhouse. Shop awhile. 

All of us had to go back early. Again because of TUITION! Took a taxi home, grabbed my books and rush to my 8pm Physics & Chemistry class. Pfftt. Almost fell asleep few times there. Reached home at 10.30pm. Showered & snoozed at 1am :) Didn't took much pictures when we were in Lagoon. Cause my phone was in the locker. So yeah. Thats all i have :D Rest of the pictures are in Jasmine's camera.

Also did bumped into Shawn at Pyramid. Nina was just beside him & couldn't even see. Effing blind la me D:But part of it was her fault too. haha. for not saying anything when she saw me.









Our bag keeper :P While we went into the scream park. He and shunken was outside taking care of our bag. Well, its not our fault he's afraid of ghost and doesn't dare to go in with us. haha. 



cute comic at the back of the menu. awww

This is soo sweet that i think i might get diabetes and die -.-

sha po forgotten to put sunblock. Hence, the super red face.


Okay now. I'm going to have some rest. Going to Genting tomorrow. But somehow i don't want to go. Aisshh, we'll see how things turn out. Just waiting for him to ask. If he didn't ask me, then i'll go :) Bet you have no idea what i'm talking about right? hahaha. Umm. Tomorrow is someone's brithday. Heeeehh. Weird, its not my birthday and i'm so happy. God, what's wrong with me :O

Anyway, ciaoo!
Signing out.
xo's
Funny you scrolled all the way down here :P Hehehe. Have a great day ahead ❤