Sunday, August 29, 2010 ❣

All them sickies.

Our performance was OK! :)
Now lets talk about something else!

Emm! I was terribly sick this weekend. Stomach had been hurting every 5minutes thanks to the chili my boyfriend fed me. Hah! But i'm not blaming him. I can't seem get anything down my throat without having the urge to vomit. Even after drinking plain water i feel like throwing up. Went to see the doctor and he gave me so many meds to take. wtf. And they don't look nice :/

I need a syrup one too. LOL! Because i'm still a child. 

And the worst thing is that i've to gobble each one of them down my throat at least 3 times a day. The pink one taste like sand. The white one taste like idk what and the two orange one just taste bitter! PS : Most of them are meds for gastric. I'll explain how i get gastric later -___- 

Oh yeah! And this stupid syrup one taste like fucking TOOTHPASTE!
No joke okay. It smells all minty. And it taste exactly like toothpaste.

And i have solid evidence that he fed them to me.
He's chopping the tiny little chili padi xD 
And after that he put them into my fried rice.

The gastric reason : 
Doctor said too much chili is the cause of my stomach ache. Which cause me to want to throw up every one time something enters my mouth and that cause me to starve for one day 
which leads to gastric!

Baby, I'm not blaming you :) 
I LOVE YOU  & thank you for taking such good care of me :D

Okay! I gottogonow!

Friday, August 27, 2010 ❣

My life is nothing without him.

OMG. Currently trying to ignore my fucking emo post before this ): I didn't mean what i said. I was just mad and everything just came bursting out. The awesome thing about us is our argument only last for 2 hours. I love you so so much angkaichen. Nothing i say can ever describe my love for you. I don't care where you take me to this holiday. I don't care even if we just stayed at your house and watch your hongkong movies. Important thing is the time i share with you. I'll love you, dear, I'll love you till China and Africa meet and the river jumps over the mountain and the salmon sing in the street. My life was a seemingly endless disappointing series before you walked in. Now i'm smiling everyday, because of you. But sometimes when I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most. Nothing can ever stop me from loving you baby.

I love him and that’s the beginning of everything.

I'll be performing @ The mines tomorrow from 5pm to 8pm.
Do come and support please :D

Tuesday, August 24, 2010 ❣

What about us?

I'm still madly sick so i skipped school today. Stayed at home.

Lately, it feels like a boundary is growing in between us. You seem less enthusiastic than before about the things i tell you. You don't ask me much. Its like you don't even care or want to know. You don't treat me like the way you use to anymore. We see very less of each other than we use to before. We also talk very less. Most of the times we just stare at each other. Not like that's a bad thing, but i want you to tell me everything. I have no idea what to do. It feels like we're growing further apart day by day. Do i have to grab hold of your feet to prevent the strong wind from blowing you away?

I've stop putting such high expectations on you already. Cause you've disappoint me far too many times and you don't even know about it. You've forgotten all your promises. And I don't feel like being an old lady nagging and reminding you about them. So i've just have to get use to it. I don't need your promises anymore. Tomorrow is our 4th month and i really don't have the mood to do anything about it. Sometimes i feel like crying as loud as possible. But other times i just feel like massaging your face with a brick.

Sunday, August 22, 2010 ❣

A little bit of crazy.

Hello everyone.
This blogger is sick and having major sore throat. My voice has completely change. And everytime i speak, I 走音. Wtf. Daniel & Melissa laughed at me the most ): But i personally think my voice is very sexy. LOLHAHAHAH! But its very hard to speak ): Damn xin ku.

By the way, see this!
My baby sister loosed her two front teeth. Cute, no?

I cooked dinner :P Hahah! I really did okay! Melissa came to fetch me to The Mines around 7pm. We shopped for our performance clothes. Bought 3 dresses. Dined @ KFC. After that I met Soonjy. LOL! Melissa's mom was also laughing at my retarded voice. 
LOL! She terlalu hyper. hahaa

We bought this dress! :D 
Pink for myself, black for Melissa & blue for Jia. I'm lovin it.

Woke up @ 10am and went out for breakfast with parents. Then daddy and mummy dropped me off at Teng's house. We baked cookies. Ahhh. I didn't even feel like talking. Because my throat feels like its on fire! So goddamn pain. Mummy fetch me home around 7pm. Jowie & Calvin are at my place now. 
We will be selling it tomorrow.
100g for RM4
150g for RM5.50

Let me show you something very retarded. 
I opened my hotmail and saw so many emails in my inbox. wtf.
me : jowie jowie! how to delete all? 
jowie : mark laa. 
me : not page by page. I want to delete ALL!
jowie : Dont have delete all button meh? 
me : no wor.
jowie : i help you 

few minutes later.

me : why so long one!
jowie : look at the computer la!
'running as fast as we can'

One more retarded thing.
Fucked up phone! I need a new one!
See the time! And the 'digi'

What the hell is this? LOL!

Everything is like this _|_

This is what happen when i type message.

I restart my phone many times and this keeps showing! 
It always goes back to normal after hitting it a few times. 
But it comes back again after a while ): !!

I'm going off now.
I miss my boyfriend.

Friday, August 20, 2010 ❣

Exam week ended!

People like you are the reason 
people like me need medication.

Anyway!! I can empty up my head already. Wheee. Why?


Let me share something with you.
91% for my Modern Maths.
8% for my Add Maths.

Sigh, that add maths one in not something to be proud of. I was fugging pissed at first. But after seeing that Daniel & Yuanxin scored 4%, I felt much much better. hahah! Not only that, there's so many others that failed. And 4 nerds in my class scored 100% for Modern Maths :O

Today Eugene, Melissa & I got scolded by Puan Azizah. Omgwtf. Can't remember what she said. *coughs* Excuse me, do I look like someone who cares? We stood there like retards & fake listen to her. Melissa was like 'Wooi. Don’t annoy the crazy person.' But at the end, she felt bad for scolding me. LOL! Haha. Cause i act kelian :P I said something and then she lower down her voice and start to console me. LOL! I can be an actress. Woohoo. hahah! Waiting for some company to hire me. Hoho.

Today is a special day because i did something i usually don't do when i reach home, i took a nap. Hehe. But after closing my eyes for half and hour. Melissa called me. And she said she was coming over with her mom. Wtf! Nearly gave me a heart attack. My heart was like bibopbibopbibop! When her mom came to my house, she started talking to me.. And then to my dad for about 30 minutes or so. Lazy to elaborate. The point is, i think i almost pass out!

The trouble with life is there’s no background music.
I'd enjoy it more if it did. haha! Won't you?

I'll be performing @ The Mines at the 22rd of August from 4.30pm to 8pm.
Mhmm, but not sure about the date yet. Its either this Sunday or next week.
Come support kay? BYE!


Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ❣

Why do students skip class?

Problem : Why do students skip class?
Hypothesis : Students skip class because of fierce teachers.

Variables :
Manipulated : Type of teacher.
Responding : Amount of students skipping class.
Constant : Type of students/Amount of students in class.

Materials : School, class, teacher & student.

Procedure :
1) There are 40 students in the class.
2) Fierce teacher enters the class and amount of students in class is observed and recorded.
3) Nice teacher enters the class and amount of students in class is observed and recorded.
4) Steps 1 and 2 are repeated several times to get accurate reading.

Observation :
Fierce teacher enters and 36 students are in class. Class is very quiet.
Nice teacher enters and 40 students are in class. Class is noisy.

Discussion :
Fierce teacher enters the class and only 36 students turn up because teacher will scold them for talking. So the students rather skip class to avoid all the scolding then being in the class. Whereas when nice teacher enters, all 40 students are in class. This is because the teacher is not fierce and will not scold. Students are more free to talk. Talking is very important for students. So even though the class is noisy, the absence rate of students when nice teacher enters is 0%.

Hypothesis is accepted.

Conclusion :
Fierce teacher should not enter the class if school doesn't want students skipping class.

Now is the attendance rate of students in class important?
If so, government should ban fierce teachers from teaching.

This is just a joke, LOLHAHA! I was really bored and this is what i came up with. This was just an epic and random post. Lame shitzz, i know. What to do, was gonna die if i didn't find anything to do.

Oh well, seems like this is my second post of the day. Aiyooo. Who ask me to be such a good wife to blog about my husband's birthday at exactly 12am. HAHAHAA! Jiyong should love me more lor! Some people say 'Self praise is no praise'. But i think differently. Haha. When i praise myself, i'll be more confident. HAHA. Ignore me, I like to syok sendiri xD Byee!

Happy Birthday Kwon Ji Yong!


I'm such a good fan/girlfriend/future wife to be posting this at exactly 12am. Haha!

Kwon Ji Yong!
Today is this talented boy's 22nd birthday. Just one smile from this ridiculously cute boy and all my troubles and stress just fly away. Ahh that smile! Always busy melting each and every fan girl's heart. Seeing that smile just brightens up my day. How i wish i could say this boy is mine. But i cant ): I have to share him with millions of other fan girls. Haha. Its been more than a a year now, and i'm still madly in love with you. I don't know what i can do for you on your birthday. I've sent a package to YGEnt. And its for you. Nahh! KIDDING. Haha. I'll just blog and pray you'll read my post out of millions of other fan's. My dear, i hope you have a wonderful birthday and just continue smiling like you always do. Take care of yourself and don't get sick again. You've work so hard for all your VIPs. The VIPs will always support you. Hwaiting!

Omg! Its August 18th already! Wheee!
I shall sing. Ahemm ahemm.

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday Jiyong oppa 
Happy Birthday To You!

Yeah, i seriously just sang that out loud xD HAHA. Right, i've now sang in 4 languages already. English, Chinese, Korean and the BM one which I just made up a few minutes ago. Haha! Now I'm just trying to get the 5th one right. Which is the Cantonese one. HAHAHAA.

Okay, I'm going to ignore that news about Jiyong being in a relationship with Mizuhara Kiko. I'm just gonna trust YGEntertainment. Well for one, i don't think Jiyong is in a relationship with her. And two (most important), I'm trusting YGEnt just to get to bed easy at night. Hahah! 

You're always gonna be number one on my list baby jiyong. 
Well, aside from the boyfriend angkaichen of course. haha!

And yes, hiatus over. Haha. Breaks my heart. Can't stand seeing my nuffnang earnings not increasing at all. Ahh, don't get the wrong idea. My readers are important too. But money comes first.
 Continue clicking people! xD 

Having exams this week. One word, AWESOME. I know i can pass every subject xD Seriously, i didn't even took up a book for this exam. It's not something to be proud about. But that [person] made my life a living hell now and there's no way i can concentrate. So, hehehahahohohuhu, i'm gonna flunk this one and concentrate on finals. Well, not exactly flunk all. I'll do what i can. This is also a good way to test whether i pay attention in class or not. haha. So far so good, don't think i'll be failing any just yet. I'll get rainbow colours for my final exams. Trust me. Wish me luck!
More cookies next week! ^.<

Tuesday, August 10, 2010 ❣


On Hiatus
Will be back after a million years!

Monday, August 9, 2010 ❣

Retarded fools.

I've heard of friends backstabbing one another people. But i've never thought you were one of them. You stupid idiot, can't even keep a secret? I feel like peeling your face off! And then fry it for my dogs to eat! Do you have a problem? Are you suffering from severe retardation or something? Do you need assistance? What have i ever done to you? Why do you have to go and ruin my plan? All my hardwork, blood, tears & sweat. And you just destroyed everything in just 3 seconds. You jealous because you don't have friends? Go suck a hose you fool! I keep giving you face. I'm gonna stop now.

I'm gonna fix what he broke. I'm gonna continue with my plan. He's not gonna stop me. I'm not gonna do anything to him. Do not ever expect a smiling face from me from now on!

Anyway, I changed my blog header! Whee :) :) :) Oh yeah! Today is cookie day. And it was a SUCCESS! We sold everything! Woohoo! Happy. Maybe I'm gonna make another time this weekend.

Loser. I pity you ): Awww, for being so.. Mhmm.. Childish :)
One more thing, haters only make me more famous :) Get that in your head loser! :P The more you talk about me, the more my name spreads. You think you can kill me with your words? Suck my ass :] Just because your friends agree with what you say doesn't mean the world does. And that also doesn't mean you're right. I don't care who you are. Stop spreading dumb kid-like rumors about me. You can't zip your mouth? Chop it off! Or do you want me to do it for you? Oh well, i can't stop you now can i? Have fun being an infant while i GROW UP! Stupid sixteen year old. You're frigging discusting. You're wu ru-ing this age. I want to puke on you.

Friday, August 6, 2010 ❣

Stress is sitting on me!

Thank you for borrowing me your shoulder to cry one today.

Today is not a good day for me. Like what i said in my last post, STRESS.
I woke up @ 6.30am and got ready for school. I felt so angry! After brushing my teeth, i threw my toothbrush on the floor. After a while, I thought to myself 'Why am i so angry?'. Then i picked it up and put it back where it suppose to be. I yelled at my brother in the morning. As soon as i got into the car, i felt o guilty. I apologized to him. 

When we reached school I saw kaichen walking towards me. And then i felt angry again but also sad at the same time. I went to Tapak Perhimpunan and sat beside Jiajia. I didn't see any extra plastic or paper bags beside her. Then i knew that she had forgotten The first thing i said to her was 'Jia, we don't need to make cookies already!' with a very angry face. Fly ask me why. I said 'Cause she didn't bring the tupperwares.'. I suddenly felt so sad. wtf. The feeling was really unexplainable. I really had no idea what i was angry and sad about. 

Saw Kaichen and he accompanied me to my class. As soon as i sat down, tears start to roll down my eyes. I kept wiping them away, but it just didn't stop. Fly took me for a walk around school, in other words 'skip class'. LOL! So, i was weeping throughout the whole journey. So many people saw me. No face ):

I went to Kaichen's class and sat at his desk. I lied on his table and started crying like a little kid that has lost his mommy. I CRIED LIKE A BABY IN SCHOOL! I mean not like crying out loud. Its more like weeping with my hand on the desk and my head in my hand. lol. Understand? No? Ahh. This is the first time this has ever happened and i'm really disappointed in myself! Suddenly, i felt like if i didn't cry louder, i wouldn't be able to breathe. And it was really very hard for me to breathe! Baby was beside me, consoling me. I had no idea why i was crying. Nor do i know how to stop. I couldn't stop! 

After everything settled down, Daniel & Jia jia said maybe its because of stress. So stress forced my tears out. Daniel said this has happened to him before. I was a bit relieved. Because at least I know I was not a freak that couldn't control her own emotions. It was just stress :)

Things i must do before exams & the end of the month:
1) Study for exams.
2) Singing competition. (Yeah! I got into finals!)
3) Dance performance. Loads to practice Will take 2 weeks to complete.
4) Prepare mom's stupid surprise party. Will take exactly one month to complete. And no one is going to corporate ): STUPID PEOPLE!
5) Bake cookies for 16Passion to sell.

These 5 are the major things that is attacking my brain now. And what about all those other minor things? DIE! I don't know which one to think about first! I wish I just wish everything done ):

Wednesday, August 4, 2010 ❣

STRESS! Stop pressuring me.

I skipped school today. Headache and overslept. zzz.

Eunice is malfunctioning!
Lately really have lots on my mind ):

Firstly, EXAM LO! Which is the 16th August. I need to start brushing up on my Physics & History. I need to get higher than a B for Physics. And I need to at least get 50% for History. And that useless accounts -___- Can I kill you? Hate it. But still need to take it. Addmaths, its been a long time since i've done any addmaths exercise. Thanks to no tuition for a month and useless teacher. Must do my best! Anyway, just going to study the chapter that is coming out for this exam. I mean let it tahan sin. After this exam i will have to start revising the rest of it. Jiayou!

Not only exams, but i also have to plan for someone's surprise party. It is one month from now. So i have to start planning this month. It'll take me a whole month to collect everthing! And because of this all my hair is dropping! Do you know how much money it cost? OMG! Maybe some of my friends are helping me. But its not enough! I need to pour so much of my money, blood, tears and sweat to make this thing a success.

Next, I need to bake cookies for 16Passion to sell next monday. Lots of them! And i think i'm going to die. How am i going to split my time for so many things? Why does everything have to clash on the same month ):

Like all these stress and pressure is not enough? Daniel signs us up for a dance performance in Taman Equine, Jusco on the 22th August. Can I die? We have to start practising our dance. SHINee - Lucifer. We have to practice every Wednesday and Thursday. Oh well, there goes my two days. And not to mention i still have that singing competition. OMG! I have approximately two weeks to get everything done. Minus all the tuitions and nonsense. I think i have only 10 days to get everything ready.

I need to sort out my time for revision, dance practices and party planning. Everything is getting to my head now! I need to get the party and the dance things done before exams. Or else i can prepare to die already.


Sunday, August 1, 2010 ❣

Midvalley with family.

Went to Midvalley today. Bought 1 pair of Adidas shoes for walking. VERY VERY PRETTY!  And 2 pairs of New Balance running shoes for daddy and mei mei. Dined @ Manhattan's Fish Market and had dessert @ Baskin Robbins.

fcking sad now ): The 12 year old sister is already taller than me. wtf!

Now let me make all of you hungry with all the delicious foood!


Hi! This is my sister Euwern!

I knowww. We look gross xD hahah!After i came home, its straight to the computer! Whee xD

 And edited Meowyun's picture.

Overall, i had a very fat day. Need to go jogging later. haha.
Signing out!
Funny you scrolled all the way down here :P Hehehe. Have a great day ahead ❤