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On A Daily Basis.

Hello! It's been a while! I am a very busy girl, involuntarily of course. Apparently my schedule is always flushed with books, reports and tests. I have tests almost every weekend, consecutively until the end of my trimester. And then comes the next semester and guess what? It starts all over again! How wonderful, no? *hehe 
But honestly, you really can't blame me. UTAR have this strict policy of getting a 100% success rate on making their students suffer and they also restrict their students from having a social life. Or maybe even to be a lil more precise, a LIFE. I'm lucky to even be here right now! *blessed :P
Here's my face so you won't get bored! Or forget how I look like!  Which ever comes first. Haha
Speaking of which, I have these two guy friends that calls me 'Daily Basis'. Just because I upload pictures of myself on a daily basis. Priceless. Haha. *You know who you are. But all jokes aside, I do think that I do that too frequently. I shall do my…

A lonely & uninhabited place.

It's 5pm now. But staying in this room just makes it feel like it's already midnight. I feel like I am trapped in a box every time I come in here. I always feel so pressured. If I had a choice, I would not even step foot in here. But then again, do I? Is there another place for me? Frankly speaking, this is the only way I can get things done right and fast. Yes. Solitude. For me to be isolated and locked in this stupid square room.

Maybe we all find solitude suffering when we were young. But what do you think about it now? It sometimes just appear to be delightful, no? We all need it once in a while. Have you ever been so worried about something that you ended up with a terrible headache? Felt sick to your stomach? Or had trouble sleeping? Come to think of it, I deal with most of my problems here in this room. I close my eyes and take deep breaths here. I deal with awkward phone calls here. I eat here. I stress here. I study here. I cry here. And I sometimes sleep here. This …

Fate maybe?

Maybe my blog died on me for a reason? Maybe after 3 years, it wants me to start over? Maybe? Or maybe the universe is just mad at me for being a bad person. And this is he's way of telling me. By killing my blog and torturing me. Uhhh. Typical. Anyway...
HELLOO!
Goheunice says HI AGAIN! *big waves* I don't really have any intention on mentioning what exactly went on with me and my blog. Cause every time I think about it, I'd feel stupid and also feel like banging my head against the wall real hard. Grrr. So there. I emo-ed for almost two weeks. Slowly mourning over my blog. I feel so hurt every time I see some one or one of my friend's post 'BLOG UPDATED! :D'. Ahhhh. *chhhaaakkkk* My heart :'(
Anyway, I didn't delete any of my previous posts. I mean like, you think I crazy meh. 3 years leh. Heh. I just revert all of em to drafts. Yes, I still can see and read them! 
SO! Let's see if I still know how to do this. Mhmm. My special day was just over no…

To do list.

HI! Da jia hao! :P Bumble bee mode onz!

Ahh why is Eunice so free right now? Well, I was somehow trying to find some stress relief exercises. But end up blogging instead. Hhahahaa. So, here I am. Tadaaa. And speaking of exercises.. Yours truly has gained a lot of weight. And when I say a lot. I mean A WHOLE LOT. I feel like a freakin hippo when I stand beside my friends. My face fat like shit already. Can I die? Where's my diet motivation?! All I've been doing recently is eating, sleeping, studying, sitting and never standing, stressing and staying up late. What a life. And we all know that when eunice gets all stressed up...
INAPPROPRIATE EXCESSIVE FOOD INTAKE.
And when she stays up late...

HUMONGOUS ZITS APPEAR!
And again, where the hell is my motivation to live a healthier life? Uhhh. Ahh. And guess what? Ever since I started uni, I've totally lost my blogging mojo. I really wish to do a proper blog post but i just can't seem to do so. What has happened to me? 
My fi…

Fuck the whole universe.

And thank you Eminem. Exaggerated post, the usual.

After the whole phone-drop-into-toilet incident, the whole week just continue sucking. And in the end, I end up saying that was the worst week of my life. But NO. The universe just insists on proving me wrong. Thank you. Thank you so much! Thank you for making me so fucking miserable right now. What goes around, comes around. I know! I deserve this. But, you just can't wait to slap me in the face once I get up on my two feet huh?
Eunice, three words. LIFE GOES ON
Keep that in mind.

Good day gone bad.

Sad, devastated, disappointed, plotting revenge...
Long wordy post. Let's see how far you can go... I swear I'm a strong girl. I get sick at most three to four times a freakin year. Well, my day totally sucked. Okay. It didn't entirely sucked. I enjoyed some part of it. As the day started turning dark, everything started to go wrong. FML. But wtheck right? Everyone has bad days. As I always say to myself 'Don't worry. Things will get worse.' And hell yeah it did. I had quite a wonderful morning, for once I didn't sleep in the car. So I guess that's a good sign. But I spent the whole day walking around, feeling so light-headed. Its like I'm about to collapse any moment. I felt so weak. 
My class starts at 8am and I'm already there at 7.40am. Had a wide smile on my face, cause I saw something as I strolled into UTAR. But as I approach my first Mechanics class of the week... BOOM. I felt so goddamn pissed off. I was like 'why the fuck is the class…

Hello July!

Heyylo! Its July already. Have I been sleeping for the past 6 months? Oh god. It's the first hour of July. Oh yes. I am blogging at 1am. I know right. KOOKOO. Anyway, I have been all stressed up & emo lately. Not to mention having massive hair fall & dandruff-fall (lol) due to it. GRR. Can I just kill myself? I hate my hair. That is the whole reason why I cut it in the first place. Oh yeah! My hair is not that long anymore. Maybe slightly below shoulder length? I guess. Is that considered short?

Don't ask me whether I regret cutting it or not. The answer is NO. That's because I really couldn't stand my long thick curly hair. The curls has been there for like errr... more than a year? I wanted my straight easily-combed hair back. I know, why didn't I just go and straighten it right? Because its like adding oil to a burning house. lol. Ok lah. I very kia si lah. I scared my hair damaged or what shit mahh. And jimat wang. K? So I rather just cut it all off. An…

Optimism.

Bonjour!

Thank you. I feel much much better. I don't know how to feel actually. Really. I've been receiving a lot of phone calls, text messages, facebook message, whatsapp messages etc from my friends asking me whether I'm ok. Telling me to stay strong, to chillax, to go at my own pace, to cheer up, to keep holding on and to never give up so easily. Telling me that everything is hard at the beginning, that they'll always be there when I needed them and that god loves me. Telling me to cry it out, telling me to drink, telling me to stop faking it, telling me to forget everything & move on and telling me to smile.


But I'm okay! You know me! I always am! I always smile. Don't I? I know it's gonna be hard, but that's what I'm here for. To live my life. I might not know what will happen next or what obstacles might come my way. But I'm a 100% positive I will do whatever it takes. I'll do whatever it takes to find the answer to everything &…

Dumpling anyone?

Just like any other day...


I love carpooling with my friends. hahaha. Ahmong's car went to see the doctor, so I'll be driving all of them these few days.

............

In the car, on the way to fetch ChiJiang & Ahmong.

Me: I damn tired loh.
Melissa: Haha. zomokk?
Me: I woke up at 8am, picked up my phone & I saw a text from Ahmong.
Melissa: Ahh hahh...
Me: He say his car went to service wohh! And wants me to drive everyone there. So last minute you know? I had to finish brushing up & get dressed within 20 minutes. And I haven't even shit yet!
Melissa: HAHAHAHHAA.

............

In the car, on the way yo uni. *Ahmong was closing his eyes & trying to sleep*

Me: Eh guys...
Everyone: What?
Me: I want to fart leh. How?

*Ahmong's eyes went WIDE OPEN!* hahaha!

Melissa: YERR! *opens the window*
Me: Okay. Farted.

*Ahmong started sniffing around* HAHAHA.

Few mins later...
Traffic jamming down Old Klang Road.

Me: OH SHIT. MY STOMACH DAMN PAIN!
Melissa: Why?! Ni zo m…

Old & New.

Losing my uniqueness.

I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one of them instead. Yes. How and why is this happening to me. I hate myself for this. I can't stand it. This is not me. Goh Eunice? What have I become? Since when have I started to be so playful? And we're back to the same question. Is it because I've been cage up for so long? Caged up for 4 years? Haven't stepped out of that box for so long. Haven't been paying much attention to this world at all. Let me catch my breath and take a glimpse of this situation I'm in now. Ahhh. Okay. Two words. Deep shit.


Yellooowww everyone! *happy face onz*
Ignore everything up there! YAY! Anyone out there still reading this?

I know. I iz a bad blogger! It's been more than a month. That's a new record. Anyway, let's go to the mall everybody!

I have nothing better to do than to just upload some random photos :D Uni has been a blast so far. And is also a tsunami of stress. OH MY GOD. But as you …

The Avengers.

Yes. I haven't blogged in a long time :D

Bet you guys missed me a lot :D Here's my face.
In case you've already forgotten how I look like. HEHE
I look so much older. WHY?! D: 
I've been sleeping very late recently. Yes, I mean very very late. And I haven't been eating or exercising properly. Exercise? I haven't done that in like 3 weeks. More importantly, I haven't been drinking water regularly. So yeah. I've probably gained weight and I guess I'm starting to have pimples again. I think I'm at a very low end on the healthy meter. I've been terrible. Does that answers your 'How are you?' or 'How have you been?' questions?
Anyway, I met up with Adele @ Boulevard yesterday. Got her delicious macaroons. And I'm currenly craving for more! OMG. Yeapp. Another sign. Definitely gaining weight. I better loose em all before college starts. Uhh. Back to my story. Also went to IOI Mall to watch The Avengers with le boyfriend. And it …

Praise me don't criticize me.

HI HI WORLD! :D


我怎么觉得,今天特别无聊... 外面天气这么好,我却呆在家里写部落格。你说,我是不是有问题?Mhmmm. 现在突然很想很想很想吃火锅! OHH 还有海鲜! OMGGZ. 本来今天下午打算驾车出去跟Kaichen吃午餐的... 可是起床后看到妈妈已经买了roti canai. So... 就在家吃吧!哈哈! 从12点起来到现在,我根本没离开过我亲爱的电脑。hehe. 哎呀, 随便update而已。跟你们分享一下我的星期三有多么的无聊 :D 而且也来这里给你们知道我的blog还活着的! :P muahahaa
Ohh 对!  你们应该很好奇吧?为什么这可爱的blogger会猛然的写华语呢?Mhmm... 其实啦,我也真的不知道。想写就写咯。是啦 我知道我的华语有点烂 T_T But as they say, confidence is everything! 当自己有信心的话别人就不会说你差咯! 对不对叻? :P 重要的是 对自己要有信心!RAARR. OK. 够了. 我觉得我很stupid.
BYE :)

Adventure at Bukit Cahaya!

Hello hello!
I've just uploaded about 200 photos of our little adventure to Taman Pertanian on Facebook! I really can't upload everything on my blog. I mean, are you MAD?! Okay anyway... Imma just upload the few *coughs* PHOTOS OF THE DAY! :)

But first, I would like to proudly say that we successfully navigated ourselves to Taman Pertanian with the least help from our stupid GPS. We just used the GPS that was implanted into my head when I was born :P Have to thank my parents for thinking of that wonderful idea back in 1994 :) Hahaha. Okay, joking. My mom drew a map for me to get from my house all the way to Shah Alam. And it was our first time driving to Shah Alam so early in the morning! :D LOL. And on a Sunday too! haha.

P/S : I didn't resize some of the pics. So if your line's slow, it might take a while to load :P

HIHI. The kawaii blogger waiting in the car! :P
Our adventure album on facebook is filled with photos of people with ugly and sweaty faces.  Just like thi…

Boring weekdays.

ALOHA? :) Get the title? D:
I bought myself a silver necklace as a reward for my recent achievements.  Haha. Son of biatchhh. I feel awesome :D 
Anyway, it's days like these I just feel like dying. And not to mention the recent weather. Hot like slut man -_- Feels like a freaking sauna every time I step out of my air-conditioned room. I'm always rotting at home in the afternoon, but always as busy as a beaver when it comes to night as I have shit loads of tuition at night. I'm just like a dracula. Muahahaa. Wait. draculas are afraid of sun right? Aihhh whatever.

 I have a feeling this is just gonna be a 'Hey, this is what I did today!' blog post. hahaha. Excuse me :P 

Out of boredom, obviously, Phyllis & I crashed Carrie's house today. HAHA.We drove out to Jusco just to buy this weird Korean instant noodle thing which cost about 17 bucks -__- No idea why it's so expensive. Doesn't taste any less different that maggi or anything. Also headed to Watson …

It's truth day. SPM results day.

Hi world!  For those who still don't know my results yet, I'm not gonna tell you yet :P Hahahha. Guess you have to read every single word in this post to find where is it! But I am on top of the world now! I only took 8 subjects. I know. 'I thought subscience got 9 subjects one?!' Yeahh. I dropped my accounts lah ok? And I guess I have no regrets? I mean, I suck at accounts. Like, to the max. I even hated account when they had it in KH during form 2. Anyway back to my story.


Today is truth day. Today is to find out whether all my handwork was enough. To determine my next step in life. I was so nervous. So there you see me. Praying before I get my results. What was going on in my head? BLANK. Nothing but a piece a dark and endless image. My hands were practically shaking when i was taking my results.

But enough of that first. Let me start again. hahaa. I can't just jump to the climax of the story right? And spoil all the suspension? wtflol. KK. Most of my pictures t…