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Bonjour!

Thank you. I feel much much better. I don't know how to feel actually. Really. I've been receiving a lot of phone calls, text messages, facebook message, whatsapp messages etc from my friends asking me whether I'm ok. Telling me to stay strong, to chillax, to go at my own pace, to cheer up, to keep holding on and to never give up so easily. Telling me that everything is hard at the beginning, that they'll always be there when I needed them and that god loves me. Telling me to cry it out, telling me to drink, telling me to stop faking it, telling me to forget everything & move on and telling me to smile.


But I'm okay! You know me! I always am! I always smile. Don't I?
I know it's gonna be hard, but that's what I'm here for. To live my life. I might not know what will happen next or what obstacles might come my way. But I'm a 100% positive I will do whatever it takes. I'll do whatever it takes to find the answer to everything & push this enormous piece of junk out of the way. But first, I think I need to find the answers to all my homework. LOL.

Eunice ahh, no more slacking, fooling around & procrastinating. **
Maybe it was a mistake? Maybe fate? Who knows. But I have a feeling you're someday gonna be a big part of my life.

Dear you,
People aren't who we think they are. Maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there. Friends come and go. So I say, just enjoy the time you have with them. The happy moments :)

Thank you everyone. You are the people who made me who I am today. Thank you for loving me. And also thank you to those who picked me up when I fall. For being there for me every time I breakdown ♥

In life, we do things. Some, we wish we had never done, and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they make us who we are, and in the end they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never for a second forgetwho you are, where you've been and most importantly, where you're going.


I think that's enough. I shall start booming my blog with pictures now.
Okay shut up. I know I look super tanned in the photos. Its a long story & I don't wanna repeat it.

Hi. So like I said,  I was chiu gap stressed out. I need a bear to hug. So after my class ended, le awesomez boyfriend brought me out to EAT. YAY FOOD. But today is a special day. Cause its the first time he's driving me out! Double YAY! I don't have to drive anymore! I haz a driver that will take me wherever I want.

I actually wanted to eat something more meaty & fat. But today's a Friday. And my stupid boyfriend cannot eat meat on Fridays. Its a Christian thing, I think. So he somehow talked me (forced me) into eating Sushi King. Eww. I think the only thing I ate was just SALMON SALMON SALMON. Oh yeah. He can eat fish though. Another long story, cause he said fish is not a land animal or something.


I felt much better after talking and pouring out everything to him. I felt relieved. 
I felt much much better after eating. Like every bad thing just seem to have disappeared.

I was so happy, therefore I BOUGHT A BROOM! 
See? Random. haha

Me: Ehh! I want this broom!
Kaichen: Want the broom for what? -.-
Me: To clean my toilet lah!
Kaichen: You come here to buy toilet broom ah?
Me: I've been looking for this for very long liao leh!

Kaichen: Ahh. I tell you ah. You buy already, you hold it yourself!
Me: OKAY.jpg T__T
I swear I needa cut my hair O__O
And then we went to Serdang to fetch Celine home from her tuition class.

I guess that's about it. My class ends at 6pm almost everyday! And I think I've been going out every night this whole week. Really? Is that all I've been doing? Fuckkkk no. I am not lazy. Don't you dare say that about me ever again. I might go out a lot but I am NOT lazy when it comes to studies. *Random rage O_O* Need to start cutting down on every thing. Food especially

1) Need to start sleeping early. Pimples T_T
2) Need to stop going out and going home so late.
3) Need to stop calling people. Phone bill. !@#$%^&*
4) Need to stop procrastinating.
5) Need to start finishing my work on time.
6) Need to get another bottle anti-dandruff shampoo. LOL.
7) Need to cut my hair soon. Major hair fall problem.
8) Need to complain about lousy lecturers.
9) Need to stop dropping my stuffs in class. (Phone especially)
10) Need to stop eating so much.
11) Need to do everything else.

I'm gonna stop procrastinating & start pulling up my socks. I'm way behind but I know I can catch up!


Comments

  1. Stay strong girl! You can do it.

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  2. You & your boyfriend are so cute hahaha like best friends too!! Btw whatever that you're going through right nao, cheer up aite :D There's always rainbow after the rain!! *shakespeare mode on wtf*

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  3. Ming Lee,
    Thank you dear!

    Raine Lee,
    YEERR! You're such a sweetheart! Thank you baby! Bestfriends? hahah. Yeah, we get that a lot. HHAAHA

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