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On A Daily Basis.

Hello! It's been a while! I am a very busy girl, involuntarily of course. Apparently my schedule is always flushed with books, reports and tests. I have tests almost every weekend, consecutively until the end of my trimester. And then comes the next semester and guess what? It starts all over again! How wonderful, no? *hehe 
But honestly, you really can't blame me. UTAR have this strict policy of getting a 100% success rate on making their students suffer and they also restrict their students from having a social life. Or maybe even to be a lil more precise, a LIFE. I'm lucky to even be here right now! *blessed :P
Here's my face so you won't get bored! Or forget how I look like!  Which ever comes first. Haha
Speaking of which, I have these two guy friends that calls me 'Daily Basis'. Just because I upload pictures of myself on a daily basis. Priceless. Haha. *You know who you are. But all jokes aside, I do think that I do that too frequently. I shall do my…

A lonely & uninhabited place.

It's 5pm now. But staying in this room just makes it feel like it's already midnight. I feel like I am trapped in a box every time I come in here. I always feel so pressured. If I had a choice, I would not even step foot in here. But then again, do I? Is there another place for me? Frankly speaking, this is the only way I can get things done right and fast. Yes. Solitude. For me to be isolated and locked in this stupid square room.

Maybe we all find solitude suffering when we were young. But what do you think about it now? It sometimes just appear to be delightful, no? We all need it once in a while. Have you ever been so worried about something that you ended up with a terrible headache? Felt sick to your stomach? Or had trouble sleeping? Come to think of it, I deal with most of my problems here in this room. I close my eyes and take deep breaths here. I deal with awkward phone calls here. I eat here. I stress here. I study here. I cry here. And I sometimes sleep here. This …

Fate maybe?

Maybe my blog died on me for a reason? Maybe after 3 years, it wants me to start over? Maybe? Or maybe the universe is just mad at me for being a bad person. And this is he's way of telling me. By killing my blog and torturing me. Uhhh. Typical. Anyway...
Goheunice says HI AGAIN! *big waves* I don't really have any intention on mentioning what exactly went on with me and my blog. Cause every time I think about it, I'd feel stupid and also feel like banging my head against the wall real hard. Grrr. So there. I emo-ed for almost two weeks. Slowly mourning over my blog. I feel so hurt every time I see some one or one of my friend's post 'BLOG UPDATED! :D'. Ahhhh. *chhhaaakkkk* My heart :'(
Anyway, I didn't delete any of my previous posts. I mean like, you think I crazy meh. 3 years leh. Heh. I just revert all of em to drafts. Yes, I still can see and read them! 
SO! Let's see if I still know how to do this. Mhmm. My special day was just over no…